As long as love is in my heart , it is everywhere.

Though hope is frail it's hard to kill.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 00:48:48 GMT

Friends Cut
Once again I cut some journals because I won't have so much time once uni starts again.
And I also cut journals that have been pretty quiet for some time... I feel uncomfortable talking about my feelings and consulting when I don't get a response. So I cut some people whereby I didn't feel such a strong connection anymore.
I wish you all only the best in this life ♥

On my way home I remember only the good days.

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 20:24:27 GMT

I never believed we'd ever live to see an angel being born and flying home.

Today's the day we say goodbye. But never forever.
So now, keep the good times in your heart.

You are my daytime, my nighttime, my world - you are my life.

Dearest Mike,
you gave me so much.
I've been thinking about you every day since you've left us.
Thank you for all the good memories. I don't even know what more I can say anymore.
And though it still hurts, it gets better every day. But today I have a lump in my throat, knowing what will happen later.
There are times when I get angry and sad and there are times when i start dancing and singing to your music.
You will always be a part of my life, of what I am. Forever.
No more worries, no more pain.
Spread your wings and fly. Now you are free.

I will never let you part, for you are always in my heart .

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 21:53:53 GMT

Remembering Michael
1958 - 2009

"I ran away from home on the day of my birth."

"On stage is the greatest place in the world. I just light up,it's magic...as long as people enjoy it, i'll be happy."

If they say 'why, why?' tell them that it's human nature...

"I know who I am inside and outside. I know what I want to do. And I will always go with my dreams."

If you want to make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make that change.

"I was comfortable on stage but once I got off I was very sad. Lonely."

"The creator and the creation merge into one wholeness of joy. I keep on dancing and dancing...and dancing, until there is only...the dance."

"As long as i can listen to the moment, I'll always have music."

"I want my work to help people to rediscover the child that's hiding in them."

"Find your star and throw it up to heaven. You still have it, don't you?"

"If you are locked into a pattern of thinking and responding, your creativity gets blocked. You miss the freshness and magic of the moment.
Learn to be innocent again."

"All he whanted was the mountain high
Color the clouds, paint the sky
Beyond these boundaries, he wanted to fly
In nature's scheme, never to die."

"Trusting yourself begins by recognizing that it's okay to be afraid."

"Create a world with no fear
Together we'll cry happy tears
So that nations turn their swords into plowshares
We could really get there if you cared enough for the living
Make a little space
To make a better place"

"I love my children very much and i love being a father. They are the most precious things in my life."

"I was born to never die
To live in bliss, to never cry
To speak the truth and never lie
To share my love without a sigh
To strech my arms without a tie
This is my dance, this is my high
It's not a secret, can't you see
Why can't we all live in ecstasy?"

"Holding on to love is not wrong, but you need to learn to hold it lightly, caressingly. Let it fly when it's wants. As long as love is in my heart, it's everywhere."

"It was only when i broke all ties
After the stillness of the shrieking cries
In the depths of those heaving sighs
The imagined sorrow of a thousand lies
I suddenly stared in your fiery eyes
All at once i found my goal
The elusive shadow was my soul."

"I always want to do music that influences and inspires each generation."

"People can always have a judgement about anything you do. So it doesn't bother me. Everything can be strange to someone."

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon.

I was a very young girl when i heard Michael singing for the first time. And i was about 6 years old when i heard Earth Song. Ever since that day i've been fascinated by this man. I must have been about 7 years old when i told my best friend, a boy called Mischa, that "if i will marry one day it would be Michael!".

He is an inspiration for me and one of my heros. And that's what he always will be.
He as a human being and his work mean so much to me.
I wish i could have met him and talked to him.
He has left this world for a better place - a place where we will all be one day.
All I can say is that I will never forget this man and that I've learned so much about myself because of him.

I'll never let you part, for you're always in my heart.

One day it will be okay.

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 21:55:50 GMT

I made a mini friends cut. I only cut some journals that were not active anymore or if i hadn't received a comment from you in more than 2 months. If you think i should add you again because you had your reasons, please tell me but for now i guess it's goodbye :)

I used to think I'd sail the seven seas and take a break from this reality.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 15:03:31 GMT

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